Hey all of you............ who read this.........................and are amazing friends because I'm not sure exactly why you do that. I'm talking to you . lol. Okay. So life has been super crazy, super amazing, and........and............quite Honestly. All God's Fault. It's true. He keeps His nose in my business all the time. It's amazing how much you can actually get done when He's telling you what to do!

Well, lets see what I've been up to. I'm going to school all the time. I'm there all day on Monday and Wednesday's. Find ways to keep myself busy. Do lots of math, pray, read my bible, listen to books on tape. Things of that nature. It's not super fun, but it's a good time to get things done. All of my classes are going pretty good. I've got a lot of things due next week, so if all of ya'll would be praying that I get them all done. I know I can, it's just keeping that nose to the grindstone.

God has been doing so much in mean, and I've been learning so much. He truly is an Awesome God. He's the only God, but that doesn't mean He's awesome, but He is, which make Him Amazing! *thinks to self* I hope that made sense.......... Anyways! I've been learning about contentment, and the process of growing. Everything starts out as a seed. It's underground. You can't see it, you don't know it's progress, but it is the most important part. It's your foundation, getting your roots firmly planted in Jesus, so that you won't fall down when the winds of life try and sweep you away. And where is that seed planted? Why, in the soil of your Heart of course! So the question I keep having to ask myself is, How is the soil of my heart? Is it a plowed fertile field? Is it a desert wasteland? What is it? So I'm constantly trying to read my heart. I want it to be a field that's reading for sowing.

To do that you have to be tender hearted. You cant be calious. It doesn't work that way. Spending time with God, praying, just being Honest and COMPLETELY open before the Lord. Holding nothing back, the word is Vulnerable. Be Vulnerable to God. I guarantee you He can, and He will start to chip away that calious, stone cold, rock hard surface that you have over your heart. Were you born with it there? No, So I guarantee you, God didn't want it that way. But Life, and the World has hurt us, so we try to protect ourselves, but we aren't supposed to protect ourselves, God is. He is my Fortress, My Shield, My Delieverer. They're promises, not simple words on a page. He said it, and that's Good enough for me.

I have so much going on in my heart and my head right now. I can't put it all to words just yet. But I will be posting more often. I promise. and my word is my bond, cause if you can't believe what I say, I don't really need to be speaking.

Have an amazingly wonderful, and blessed day! May the Love of God fill your hearts, and may His Joy be abounding more and more in your lives. I love you all. *Huge Hug*

~ He Will Add